Freedom in the Fog

Who knew I would find freedom in the fog of life. In the place of not knowing, not seeing, but trusting God. It’s a complicated space for someone like me, a planner. I love when a carefully laid plan is executed the way I “think” it should go. God is allowing me to learn to trust Him in the fog. 

To trust him when I don’t see the entire plan, to first trust Him with my mind, will, and emotions; then to actually move according to His voice, which is sometimes in opposition to my plan. It’s difficult now, but like anything the more I do something the better I’ll get. I’m choosing to stay stuck in the thick of the fog. I want it to clear, I want to see the result, I want to see the plan with every detail, but I know that’s not an option. It shouldn’t be, because I am learning to trust God on greater levels in the midst of the fog.

….just an excerpt from my journal

-Briana Ariel